It's time to embrace existentialism. To follow one's true desires no matter how much they hate you. Even your own father, brothers, sisters, wife and daughter. The only one that loved you was your mum. But even that relationship was flawed. But now she's gone. Died of a massive heart attack that also broke your heart. It's time to leave this place full of scorn, hate and derision. To meet new people who will be kind to you. Who don't know your dark, bitter and sad past.

It's time to embrace existentialism. To follow one's true desires no matter how much they hate you. Even your own father, brothers, sisters, wife and daughter. 

The only one that loved you was your mum. But even that relationship was flawed. But now she's gone. Died of a massive heart attack that also broke your heart.

It's time to leave this place full of scorn, hate and derision. 

To meet new people who will be kind to you. Who don't know your dark, bitter and sad past.