I have to leave this home with a beautiful garden. But with people here who hate me. I have to leave this prison. This place of sadness and no joy. I wish I could just disappear into the void. Or jump off a ferry at night into the north sea. To be never seen again. Crying as I see the ferry lit up with lights get smaller and smaller in the distance. Or finally climb Orla Perć but not make it to the end.

I have to leave this home with a beautiful garden. But with people here who hate me. I have to leave this prison. This place of sadness and no joy. I wish I could just disappear into the void. Or jump off a ferry at night into the north sea. To be never seen again. Crying as I see the ferry lit up with lights get smaller and smaller in the distance. Or finally climb Orla Perć but not make it to the end.